Sometimes, I feel like I am being a total stranger on my own world. Everyday, I create delusions which only I have access with. Intervention of other people has never been on my list. I always find time on doing a lot of things that are not just out of curiosity. A lot of people do not understand that the depth of my personality is as shallow as the unleashed reality. Oftentimes, I realize that my acts are dictated by my inner self but now I am seeing myself as the doppelganger of the real me.
Confusion, then repercussion. I always fail to be a better person. I always fail to be the person I should be. Failure on no longer seeing the person I loathe within me? Absolutely. It turns out that as I grow older, as I escape this adolescence years, nothing is changing. There is no improvement.
I have to reconsider the better person in me. The door was left ajar and there is always a chance for renewal. I just hope so.
Confusion, then repercussion. I always fail to be a better person. I always fail to be the person I should be. Failure on no longer seeing the person I loathe within me? Absolutely. It turns out that as I grow older, as I escape this adolescence years, nothing is changing. There is no improvement.
I have to reconsider the better person in me. The door was left ajar and there is always a chance for renewal. I just hope so.
